her1, her2, her3 & her4


her1 & her2, a BIG nono.

her3 & her4, a BIG yesyes.


her1 & her2. OH PLEASE, dont show me your, "unseperatable relationship" to me, *pukes*


her3 & her4. I LOVE YOU GUYS!


her1 & her2, those incorrigible discriminators.. go spread ur love of you two somewhere else..

currently in the sch com's lab.


AHHHH!! the t'cher's name is JAMES WEE KIAN SENG!!!!

hahahaha!! gt 1 time, he came & off our coms.. LOL!


tt business class thinggy is sooo BORING!
i'm dying soon..
sooo BORING!!

i'm so scared.

on friday.. my doom's day.

watch me die on friday.

i'm gonna flunk everything, every paper, every section.

grrrr.. i'm pissed off.

yes i am. (:

both my class ranking & my lvl ranking are devastating..
my class rank, 8 outta 37 ppl i think..
my lvl ranking, 19 outta 70+ ppl i think..

AHHH!! lousy!!
y am i even born so dumb anyways??

i'm having sores & aches today when i awoke.. all bcuz of ytd's caption's ball inter-class games.. todae oso have tt game. GOSH! i'm gonna turn in early.. i cant even walk properly.. looked so ugly. =S


i sew & made a shirt & a skirt ytd during guides! sooo fun!!
hahahahaha!!
shakila, my guides junior & a bunch of dem told me tt dey went to sentosa wif him on last sat. wow.. dey knew him. i'm jealous.. =)


LOUSY!! MY LOUSY RANKING!! at least improved by 4 positions.. mid-yr gt rank num 12. nw 8.. well~ at least i'm happy. *pats on back* i dun wanna care wad my parents feel.. i feel tt i've done well enough for this end-yr. ((:


good day..

my EOYE results are much much much better den the overalls.


moring.. had a spotcheck. stupid sia.. my fingnails were NOT even LONG lor.. den tt stupid yip han go sae.. "stand up stand up!!" i kept saying no no no!! in the end.. stood up infront of the whole assembly area. OMG! i'm damn paiseh sia.. stupid yip han.. saw tt siti was oso standing up. den i kept asking yip han whether i could sit down. MAN!! he is sooo.. sooo.. soooo.. haiz. den looked at him. told us to sit down.. FINALLY!


chinese period le.. ong han guan talked craps. den ltr gave us our chinese paper 2. i was soo scared cuz i nv did really passed chinese b4 in my life. used to be my best subject in pri sch. haha.. hu cares now?? okay.. saw the paper. OMG! i've scored 53/70!!! weeee~!!! tts the highest marks i've ever gotten in my life!! weeee~!!! den my paper 1.. scored 51/70 for compo & letter writing.. total is 104/140.. WOAH!! at least i nv fail rite?? hahaha!! den ong han guan told us the total marks for the EOYE chinese.. i've scored 73/100!!! woah.. tts going into my bk of records. ((: but my overalls for chinese was 59/100.. oh wells~ at least not a c6. ^^


den english. hmmm.. din actually sae the papers. but i went over to vanessa lim. saw the whole class's marks. saw my oral. gt 14.. i knew terrence would be stingy for the first one who took the oral first. oh wells~ saw my marks was 62.5/100~ weee!! b4! den ranking num 6th..


after tt.. vanessa lim gave us the overalls for eng. everyone rushed out of the classroom to check their marks. i stayed in there & chatted wif sharon. den marina came and told me i'm in ranking num 2nd!! rushed outta the classroom. omg~ 59/100. den my position was 2nd!!! YAYS!! omg. i'm damn happy about it. some bunch of dem failed. and divina was in there.. she told us tt she onli passed mother tongue & sci. NOOOO!! i dun wan naidu to retain!! NONONONONO!!


according to someone.. i'm going to 3/6 nxt yr.. and taking A maths~ YAYS! my dream! xD


my overalls:
English: 59/10, c5
Chinese: 59/100, c5
Maths: 73/100, a2
Express maths: 53.5/100, c6
Science: 62/100, b4
Literature: 53.5/100, c6
History: 58/100, c5

WOW. both my languages scored 59.. cool..


good day..

was it him or was it just my imagination??
i hope it really is him. ((:

still upset bout my overalls for maths.. left 2 more stinking marks to a1.. omg.. 73/100.. a2. NOOO!! 2 more marks. i'm dead. i failed to fulfill daddy's hopes for me. oh wells.. he did request either an a2 or an a1. i've scored a1 for the EOYE maths. scored a2 for the overalls.. i shuld be happy rite?? yeap!

and my literature.. actually wanted to choose literature instead of history cuz out of 4 tests over the yr, i've only passed 1 test. so actually wanted to choose lit.. but now.. my lit gt 53.5/100.. my hopes have died. i'm gonna choose history!! weee~ i'm surprised. only 17 outta 37 ppl passed hist. and i've passed! i tot i'm gonna fail hist. (:

i wish i'll get either a c5 or b4 for both my languages. i dont wan another c6 anymore. have 2 c6 already.. cant afford to have another 1. *prays hard*

good day..

still cant believe tt Y knows about it.

i'm damn shocked..


my feelings towards the hse is so awkward. everything~


mum & dad won 4D.. LOL. too bad dey din bet wif huge sums of $$.. or else i'll pester dem to buy me great stuffs that i've owaes wanted!!! too bad.. at least dey won a few hundred $$.. =D


everyday.. learning what has happened.. tt incident
COOL!

GOSH! everything is like coming to me now..


just nw chatted wif someone from his class.. yeah. the truth, dey did called my name.. GOSH!!! den told me if i ahd a twin sis. omg.. how on earth does he noe tt?!?! asked him.. apparently.. it was tt guy hu told him.. lets name him, "Y".. Y told him.. omg. who would have known??


yes.. he knew tt i liked him. wonder hu was tt person. if i've known, i'll diao him/her. ((:


everything single thing in my hse has just been shifted & moved. seems weird to me.. just nt getting used to it. ^^


good day..

YES! today's the most hapiest day of my life!!! yesyesyes!!! okay.. i'm the crazy one.. ((:


took back express maths first. joelle and lydiana insisted on waiting for kerk to come. oh wells, waited wif dem.. i'm damn worried. i just wanna pass E maths mah. den kerk said, "JOYCE!". walked deadly to kerk. took the paper.. immdiately looked at it. OH MY GOSH!! 27 and a half over 50. YAYS! i smiled & smiled. i laughed till i cried. seriously.. i cried. i'm damn happie bout it. GOSH! ltr is sci le..


ng called by index. okay. got 61/100.. okay.. a b4. quite alright through. cuz gt a 6 infront mah. ^^


went for p.e.. just went thru some nyaa stuffs. den ltr have to giv peter lim check.. den i went there cuz its my turn le.. den peter said this to me.. "ah joyce ah.. nxt wk is my grandmother's 90th birthday. you go there sing a song for her arh.." it was hilarious! he sae wanna make his granmother laugh.. wahahahaha!!


ltr is eng le. onli take back the compre nia.. gt erm.. erm.. 42 and a half over 80.. quite alright lah.. cuz loads of ppl gt 30+ de mah. =))


den png came. gave us our history papers back.. i looked and squeezed my way thru the huge crowd.. find index num 4 find index num 4. ahhh!! i've scored 65/100!! YAYS! second time in my life i've passed history!! YIPEE!! my mcq gt 17/20. ((:


after recess was maths!! AHHH!! die die die. okay.. yip han counted my marks wrong!! WRONG WRONG WRONG!! den gt 79/100.. AHHH!! 1 MORE STINKING MARK TO 80!! nvm.. at least gt a A1. =D


ltr saharah came. i've gt 21 and a half. the top was 23. okay lah.. nt too far frm the top scorer. hahahaha!!!


ltr gt CME.. aiya. did veri badly. hav no moral.. LOL. =X


okay. after sch.. walked past the bball court.. looked at the void deck there. GOSH! his classmates were there! suddenly.. a grp like shouted, "JOYCE! JOYCE!" den started waving across.. i was like real shocked.. dunno how to react. so, looked at the ground, looked again. shouted joyce again. waved again. GOSH! dey can see me frm afar. wahahahaha!!!


seriously.. i cant stop smiling nor laughing nor talking bout it after tt. blah blah blah..


i'm gonna choose history instead of literature nw. my lit sucks. take history wif me 2/7!!! xD haven decided on those 4 sub. soon..
^_______^


and my maths overalls. hahaha!! scored 73. AHHH!! from A1 dropped to A2!!! GOSH! gt ranking num 6th. shared wif wen chao.. dun think anyhow arh.. hahahaha!!! i wanna get into A maths! =D


my results for EOYE..
Express maths: 53/100, C6
Science: 61/100, B4
Maths: 79/100, A1
Literature: 53.5/100, C6
English: ??
Chinese: ??
History: 65/100, B3
CME: =X



good day..

GOSH! its 2303 & i still havent chose my subjects for sec 3. i'm gonna choose literature. and i have to choose btw FNN, D&T or geog. never in my life i'll take art. yeah.. some personal reason. (:

i feel so terrible now. my stomach hurts as if someone is tearing it out. i have been having headaches for 5 days straight. i feel so terrible..

was it a sign to say that i did badly for my EOYE?? the results are out tmr.. taking back express maths, science, english and maths. i'm so scared bout my express maths.. i just wanna pass it.. thats all.. i wanna get a A1 for my maths. i wanna get at least a A2 or A3 for my science and get at least a A3 for my english papers.

i feel sick. i dun wanna go to sch tmr. i dun feel gd. i cant eat anything. i can think straight. & i just ain doing anything right. wads wrong wif me??

looking back at this past year, i've suffered alot. his problem.. studies problem.. my missing handphone problem. i'm surprised that i've sufferd so much and have survived. but there's 1 more obstacle to cross, and that is to make my dad proud of my EOYE. i just wanna make him happy.. for once in his life.

i still dont know wad subjects to choose from. my brain is bursting. some of my fren sae take history.. but my history sucks big time. i keep failing. so i decided to take literature. but my dad saes that my eng have to be veri veri strong. den oso, have to choose between geography, d&t, fnn and art. i dun like art, so i'm not gonna take tt sub. geog.. i'll think abt it. i nv fail geog b4 in my life. d&t.. my dad learns engineering, so he can teach us. fnn.. according to sam, too mani project works.. i dunno wad to choose from. still, i have to hand in tt form tmr.. my life..

my doom's day is tmr..


first period for me is EXPRESS MATHS.. i'm gonna die of depression. i'm gonna fail. i cant get into A maths, i cant take option A.. AHHHH!!! i'm gonna commit suicide soon.


i wanna pass express maths i wanna pass express maths i wanna pass express maths i wanna pass express maths i wanna pass express maths i wanna pass express maths i wanna pass express maths i wanna pass express maths i wanna pass express maths i wanna pass express maths i wanna pass express maths, ohh yes i do. (:


i'm so sick wif 1 person. PUIPUIPUIPUIPUIPUI. tt person has only 10 testimonals. *winks at sammi* know hu rite?? wahahahaha.. OH PLS. SAYING URSELF CUTE?? o.O


yes!! i'm gonna have 2 internet connections today! just tt my dad haven bought the wires. yeah.. cuz my mum took the car.. hahahaha!!! i'm gonna play maple wif my sis! no need to exchange turns le. YIPEE!!! xD

had eng orals today.. it wasnt tt bad i suppose, just gave me a fright today..


changed of venue, went to 3/6 to take orals instead. okay.. havent started orals, joelle said to me, "wheres ur badge??" looked to my collar. OH MY GOSH! where is it?!?! *panicks* den there came my guiding star.. DIVINA!!! omg~ she accompanied me to the office. den when we wanna go in, saw teo there, shocked us. den ltr wait for awhile.. den ltr look again. GOSH! mrs yip was there!! AHHHH!!! okay.. nvm nvm. just dress like a nerd den ke yi liao. (: den went in, tt stupid lady standing there was talking & talking on the fone. we got fed up, cuz its almost 0800, time for orals. no time to waste, ran up to 3/6. my lucky star lent me her sticker. thx naidu!! love ya! =D .. den terrance came. she said, "okay. first 2 come out! JOYCE & GRACE!!!" took a chair each & went out. den she told me to read & read. den she kept pulling the table further & further away from me. den i dunno tt if i shuld move anot. okay, den i moved. den she pull it even further. GRRRRR!!! fed up! dun wanna move anymore. okay.. but in the end moved abit. LOL! den read read.


this were the qus she asked me. "wad was the boy wearing the stripes t-shirt thinking?" i was looking elsewhere, nv see where she was pointing. den worse still, there was 2 boys wearing a strip shirt in the pic. OMG! which boy?!?! just pick anyhow. LOL. den i said, "he must have thought was had happened to make the clothes fall." den she asked, "anymore??" i kept thinking & thinking.. i wanted to say, those clothers dropped from the sky! hahahahaha!!! LMAO. okay.. the conversation part..


first 1, "any incident tt you have seen??" told her some things.. real life okay?? hahaha.. den she asked me was i at the scene. i said no. she told me to say another 1. okay.. told her another 1, this time i was at the scene. LOL. second qus.. "any disagreements you have had wif ur parents?? or any quarrels??" talk talk talk.. wasnt as bad i suppose. den finished le. told me to call sharon out. den i heard terrance said to my sis, "grace ah! wad r u waiting for?? chrismas issit??" HAHAHAHA. laughed on my way out..


on my way to the canteen to wait for the rest of double ANE, saw ushaa. she had finished her orals too. okay.. saw yip han at the canteen wif gary. LOL. den ran over to asked him bout our results. he said, "giv me $10 first" hahahahahahaha!!!!! den he told us to follow him to the staff room. den in the lift, heard yip & gary talk in a different language. heard he gt sae, "joyce & grace".. T.T .. den yip told us to wait outside. den he took out 3 papers. mine, jie & ushaa's. den saw my marks. OMG. 39/50 for paper 1!!!! AHHHHH.. 1 more fricking mark to 40. grrrr.. den my sis gt 46/50.. gd lah! happy lah! zzzz.. nvm nvm. well, ushaa failed hers. gt 22/50.. awwww.. 3 more marks. jia you ushaa!! paper can pull u up! hahaha.


went back.. waited for the others. yeah.. omg. den shakila told me, "HEY! *his name* behind you leh!" i turned back. bluff me shakila!!! hahahaha.. den looked infront. OMG. speaking of the devil.. he's there. goodness.. den i somemore facing dem lor.. grahhh!!! took the paper, hide my face. shakila go make it worse. she shouted his name loudy, den said hi to him. goodness me. LOL!!!


omg. my post is sooo long. wrote so much. oh wells.. bye peeps! love double ANE.


2 & 2, we're even. (:


good day..

had eng orals today.. it wasnt tt bad i suppose, just gave me a fright today..


changed of venue, went to 3/6 to take orals instead. okay.. havent started orals, joelle said to me, "wheres ur badge??" looked to my collar. OH MY GOSH! where is it?!?! *panicks* den there came my guiding star.. DIVINA!!! omg~ she accompanied me to the office. den when we wanna go in, saw teo there, shocked us. den ltr wait for awhile.. den ltr look again. GOSH! mrs yip was there!! AHHHH!!! okay.. nvm nvm. just dress like a nerd den ke yi liao. (: den went in, tt stupid lady standing there was talking & talking on the fone. we got fed up, cuz its almost 0800, time for orals. no time to waste, ran up to 3/6. my lucky star lent me her sticker. thx naidu!! love ya! =D .. den terrance came. she said, "okay. first 2 come out! JOYCE & GRACE!!!" took a chair each & went out. den she told me to read & read. den she kept pulling the table further & further away from me. den i dunno tt if i shuld move anot. okay, den i moved. den she pull it even further. GRRRRR!!! fed up! dun wanna move anymore. okay.. but in the end moved abit. LOL! den read read.


this were the qus she asked me. "wad was the boy wearing the stripes t-shirt thinking?" i was looking elsewhere, nv see where she was pointing. den worse still, there was 2 boys wearing a strip shirt in the pic. OMG! which boy?!?! just pick anyhow. LOL. den i said, "he must have thought was had happened to make the clothes fall." den she asked, "anymore??" i kept thinking & thinking.. i wanted to say, those clothers dropped from the sky! hahahahaha!!! LMAO. okay.. the conversation part..


first 1, "any incident tt you have seen??" told her some things.. real life okay?? hahaha.. den she asked me was i at the scene. i said no. she told me to say another 1. okay.. told her another 1, this time i was at the scene. LOL. second qus.. "any disagreements you have had wif ur parents?? or any quarrels??" talk talk talk.. wasnt as bad i suppose. den finished le. told me to call sharon out. den i heard terrance said to my sis, "grace ah! wad r u waiting for?? chrismas issit??" HAHAHAHA. laughed on my way out..


on my way to the canteen to wait for the rest of double ANE, saw ushaa. she had finished her orals too. okay.. saw yip han at the canteen wif gary. LOL. den ran over to asked him bout our results. he said, "giv me $10 first" hahahahahahaha!!!!! den he told us to follow him to the staff room. den in the lift, heard yip & gary talk in a different language. heard he gt sae, "joyce & grace".. T.T .. den yip told us to wait outside. den he took out 3 papers. mine, jie & ushaa's. den saw my marks. OMG. 39/50 for paper 1!!!! AHHHHH.. 1 more fricking mark to 40. grrrr.. den my sis gt 46/50.. gd lah! happy lah! zzzz.. nvm nvm. well, ushaa failed hers. gt 22/50.. awwww.. 3 more marks. jia you ushaa!! paper can pull u up! hahaha.


went back.. waited for the others. yeah.. omg. den shakila told me, "HEY! *his name* behind you leh!" i turned back. bluff me shakila!!! hahahaha.. den looked infront. OMG. speaking of the devil.. he's there. goodness.. den i somemore facing dem lor.. grahhh!!! took the paper, hide my face. shakila go make it worse. she shouted his name loudy, den said hi to him. goodness me. LOL!!!


omg. my post is sooo long. wrote so much. oh wells.. bye peeps! love double ANE.


2 & 2, we're even. (:


good day..

4 more days to my doom's day..
TAKING BACK OUR RESULTS!!!


felt so sure that i'm gonna fail express maths & did real bad for NA maths. i'm so depressed.. i'm gonna commit suicide sooner or later..


did soo badly for my EOYE, dad's gonna kill me & skin me alive for sure. die die die.. better enjoy the last few remaining days left.. yeah..


have a caught dengue??

yesyes.. CME papers are over!!! left eng orals nia.. grahh!!! gonna be a nerd tmr. you ppl are gonna see me clipping up my fringe.. ARGHH..


CME papers was so.. so.. erm.. okay lor.. 1 stinking lame.. asked us, "what's our school vision" my first tot was.. huh? was i suppose to write our sch vision or other sch?? LOL. puifun wrote, "leaders of today & champions of tmr" lol!!! opposite sia.. hahahaha, somemore asked us, "whats is the values of WEALTH?" omg. i din see tt thing on the first floor.. hahaha. jst wrote craps down.. LOL.


i dun wanna be the first 1 to take orals! i dun wanna be under terrance santhi. AHHHHH.. think on the bright side, if i finished first, i can get to go hm eariler & play maple. yah.. hahahahaha!!!


FINALLY! i've downloaded maple!!! yeah~ & OH YAH!!! i've found a float!! wwhhhee~!!! hahahaha.. worth bout 40k lor. hahahaha.. LOL


okay. i've got to train. bye!


good day..

WWEEEEEEE!!!

he said hi to me just now in msn!!!!


OMG. freaked the hell outta ME!!!


miss him.


BYE! ^^

this is a story of 4 ppl. banana, apple, happiness & cherry. it goes like this...


happiness & apple were good friends, apple & banana were friends since last year. banana & cherry were friends. banana msged happiness. hapiness asked banana, banana nv reply. happiness asked apple. apple asked banana. banana said his friend told him that happiness liked cherry and that particular friend of his actually told him happiness's number. happiness was real shocked. happiness thought that cherry must have told banana. no wonder.. happiness thought. why must that cherry guy tell everyone in the world that happiness like cherry?!?! man.. this cherry is damn too much.


man.. i'm talking crap. LOL. (:


tmr having CME papers. peter lim told me tt everyone in 2/7 must pass. cuz he had a bet wif mr choo that if either of dem lose, dey each have to treat each other lunch for a wk. OMG. made of chucked. hahahahaha!!!


omg.. tues is my doom's day.. i'm gonna become a nerd!!! have to wear long long socks, no fringe, have to clip up my fringe, no colouful earrings, no nail-polish, fingernails must be cut.. *screams*


man.. i'm real mad wif this thing. go check out this website..
http://www.magic-kinder.com
it keeps repeating over & over again..
*DUN COPY THAT MAGIC CODE, may win a prize de okay?? i'm letting all of you guys see nia.. LOL. (:


my sis & i took some fotos.. LMAO. quite dark actually..

okay.. gonna study for CME le.. bye!!!

good day..

buffet coming up!! (:
tatas ppl~ ^^


you're falling back to me
stars that i can see
i know you're out there
somewhere out there
you're falling out of reach
defying gravity
i know you're out there
somewhere out there.

-Our Lady Peace; Somewhere Out There

because there's you in my life.

i dont think you feel the same way too.

oh forget it..

crap.

i just simply love purple!!!

OMG. theres absolute nth to do now.
if only i can play maple now..

Thurs, 29/9/05, english language. 0800-1210
Fri, 30/9/05, mother tongue. 0800-1130
Mon, 10/10/05, history. 0800-1000
Tues, 11/10/05, literature. 0800-0930
Wed, 12/10/05, express maths. 0800-0930
Thurs, 13/10/05, science. 0800-0930
Fri, 14/10/05, maths. 0800-1115
Mon, 17/10/05, CME. 0800-0845
Tues, 18/10/05, eng orals. 0800-1100


yeah.. maths papers are over!!! paper 1 sucks. ta ma de. did badly. 1 fricking easy qus bout arc length.. done it wrongly. seriously.. how stupid can i get?? hav no time to check.. kns.


paper 2 was much much much more easiler den paper 1 unexpectedly. yeah.. i wanna get an A2 or an A1 for my maths!!! cant afford to get low marks anymore. esp my express maths.. grrr..


i was the last to go outta the classrm. den my sis & clara was shouting frm outside, "mei mei!!! he outside he outside!!!" T.T den waited outside the classrm.. check ans check ans. saw he was nt at the t'chers rm le.. walked down. i was chatting soo loudly wif sharon. saw he & his frens comin up. he was at my left, looked to my right. according to jie & sam. he was looking at *someone* and smiling. oh pls. stop calling him ugly or whatso ever lah.. i know that in ur heart, you are darn happy tt someone wans ur num rite?? pls lah. dun sms me tt i dao you or whatever lor. pls lah..


after maths went to "red" table wif clara, sam, grace, pf and divina. went to chat.. told dem bout me when i was younger. shhhhh!!! soo embrassing. but dey are my frens rite?? hahaha. i love dem to bits!!! we laughed loads & loads of times. i love dem!!! i love clara, sam, grace, pf & divina. love ya loads!!! hahahaha


omg. i'm gonna freaked out on tues. yes i am. cuz i'm gonna face terrance. shit lah.. sure give me those qus tt i cant ans. AHHHHHH!!! first 1 to take oral somemore lor.. T.T .. *screaming my head off*


stupid maple. cant dl. fuck lah.. sh send me tt file. either the msn not responding, or the whole com broke down. grrrrr.. cant even dl at maplesea. shit man.. everything sucks. i hate everything.


i hate him
i hate her
i hate that
i hate them
whatever
i hate everything

yes!
FREEDOM AT LAST!
hahahahahaha!!! ^^

Thurs, 29/9/05, english language. 0800-1210
Fri, 30/9/05, mother tongue. 0800-1130
Mon, 10/10/05, history. 0800-1000
Tues, 11/10/05, literature. 0800-0930
Wed, 12/10/05, express maths. 0800-0930
Thurs, 13/10/05, science. 0800-0930
Fri, 14/10/05, maths. 0800-1115
Mon, 17/10/05, CME. 0800-0845
Tues, 18/10/05, eng orals. 0800-1100


had express maths ytd. FLUNKED everything. i totally forgot abt cross mulitply. fuck it.. i'm sure to fail it. i'm gonna drop out of express maths. i cant take option A.. grrrr!!! my life is in a mess!!!! knn lah..


made a bet wif jie. if i passed my express maths, i'll giv her $2. if i fail, she will giv me $5.. yeah.


did sci today.. erm.. quite okay lah.. at least much more better den E maths. haiz.. den peter lim took our class.. den i left 1 paper. nth to do, go fold into a paper aeroplane.. LMAO.. T.T den looked at the class front door. omg. saw him.. goodness me. hahaha.. he walked past me. i turned my head. (:


after tt went hm wif sam, pf and jie.. on the way.. stopped at the bubble tea shop. cuz wanna buy some things. den here comes this sec 1 boy. kept looking at us lor.. den he was taking this art file. den ltr he started talking to this auntie. den we cant help laughing.. hahahahaha!! den ltr he went off .. w/o his art file!!! den we all look out and starting looking at him. den he turned back and smile at us. pf saes his smile creeps her out. LOL. den saw him again at the bus-stop. LOL!!! he left w/o his art file!!! omg. made me laugh sooo loud! ^^


tmr maths le. hav to study. bye!


adios!


good day..

the exams time-table.. hahahahaha!!! ^^

Thurs, 29/9/05, english language. 0800-1210
Fri, 30/9/05, mother tongue. 0800-1130
Mon, 10/10/05, history. 0800-1000
Tues, 11/10/05, literature. 0800-0930
Wed, 12/10/05, express maths. 0800-0930
Thurs, 13/10/05, science. 0800-0930
Fri, 14/10/05, maths. 0800-1115
Mon, 17/10/05, CME. 0800-0845
Tues, 18/10/05, eng orals. 0800-1100

yeap. finished literature.. yeah.


kept a copy of my section A.. hahahaha. lmao..


dad's having an operation.. to improve his eyesight.. tk dad~!!! (:


ahhhhh!! tmr having express maths!! *SCREAMING MY HEAD OFF* omg omg. so envy those ppl hu need nt come sch tmr.. soo scared i'll fail.. T.T .. mid-yr tt time, still rmb i got 50 half nia.. omg. freaked out. *screams*


well, got to revise for express maths. cya~!


good day..

ahhh!! some workers are going to paint my block soon..
can see ropes dangling there.. ltr see some indian workers there painting
gonna scream and hav the shock of my life.
LOL
lmao..
wahahahahahaha!
:D :D :D

history paper is over! yeah.. 1 down, more den 5 to go.. hahaha


omg. damn mad wif 1 qus.. the ans is coal & iron.. i go rite coal & tin.. GRAHH!!! hahahaha! sooo mad.


after the exams went out wif clara, sam, grace, pf and divina.. chat awhile.. den went hm..


oh yah.. todae woke up late. damn freaked out. tot it was 8 sth like tt.. hahahaha! lmao..


hav to study for literature. bye!


good day..

to that stupid guy who keeps disturbing my sister. stop it!
dun buay cool act cool lah. cant stand those chinese boys in class.
so fricking irratating.
esp those BCAC ppl.
yeah..


shine on
you were made to
shine on
and you know i love you
even if we can or can't be friends
i'll be with you till the very end so
shine on
you were made to

i've got a headache!!!


chiong history for 7 and a half hrd w/o stopping.. AHHHHH!!! T.T


sooo scared for tmr papers. cuz my hist owaes damn lan de lor.. wish me luck for tmr paper!!! after tt hav to chiong literature.. den express maths.. den science.. den maths.. den CME.. den orals.. AHHH!! orals!!!! shucks.. mrs terrance!! omg omg omg..


"And we have gone through good and bad times. But your unconditional love is always on my mind." quoted from his msn nick.. SHHHHHH!!! dun leak out.. LOL (: tt "her" must have left him a deep impression. yes yes. i'm lame.. seriously i am..


nw i know my laughter is horrible. yes indeed. after i laughed alone, the horrible sound echo back into my ears. it sounds terrible. i'm not gonna laugh like tt anymore.. LOL


i hate tt stinking bastard who keeps smsing my sis, calling my sis.. in the middle of the nite, 3 sth.. HELLO?!?! ppl needs to slp one hor. damn freaking hate him.. together wif his other frens hu claims tt my sis is "ah soon" stupid lah.. sooo irratating. stupid despos. "rolls eyes"


adios!


good day..

i'm struck wif runescape instead of maple nw..
i miss maple!!! (:

i'm still wondering.. did you tell ur class..??

stupid banana man.. dun wanna tell me anything.. shit lah.. LOL (:

yes.. i'm soo freaked out ant my eng nw..

cuz my eng paper 1, which is letter writing & compo, my letter writing sender's address, i wrote wrongly.. den my compo, the limit is till 300 or 350. i wrote until 491. asked ms lim, she reaction was.. o.O .. omg. shucks. soo afraid i fail my eng. if i failed, i mus pass my other sub. sooo worried bout my chi.. hope i pass..


omg. mrs terrance is taking e for oral! i'm the first to take!!! *pulls out hair*


tmr got to chiong for hist & literature. i failed hist almost everytime. AHHHHHH!! freaked out.. T.T


i'm not missing you no more. you dun care bout me no more..


good day..

its been 5 days since i last blogged. yeah..


guess hu's taking me for eng oral?? AHHHH!! its mrs terrance!! *screams* omg. i damn suay.. cuz 1-3 is another teacher. den index 4, which is me, 4-15 is terrance. ahhhh!! i'm the first one!!! *double screams* shucks.. i'm the first to take eng oral.. omg omg omg!!!


sooo mani things happened during this past 5 days. i'm so mad wif this person. not really nw..


during this particular 3 days, i did 17 and a half hrs of maths revision.. gosh! tts too much. my head is gona burst any moment nw..


i dun think i can blog for this weekends + the exams wk.


no more maple!! ahhh!!! *pulls out hair* no time to dl it.. shucks.


omg. hw did "banana man" got my num?? everytime i ask him, he wun reply. weirdo. mus be him.. he must have gave him my num T.T


gonna do revise sci and hist. mon is the hist paper.


i'm not mssing him no more. yes. i dun like him no more.. yeah whatever..


adios!


good day..

ahhh!! laggy computer!! shucks..
cya!
i msg him!!! =D


adios!


good day..


imc. (((:

i want to msg you, like those times on friday & saturday.

i want to see your face,
every morning when i walked past the stairs..

i want you to smile, be happy.

i typed, "i love you"
deciding whether to send it to you.
in the end, i just click on the red button.
closing it..


i love you..


fades away..

omg. my com just broke down. omg omg. have to use this laggy com.. so unlucky..


ytd msg him again from 2335 like tt to 0145 like tt.. can you imagine how happy i am?? seriously i am. he loves magic. (: hahahaha!! shhhh..


i hate maths now. its giving me a headache.. shucks shucks shucks.. maths sucks..


imagine i felt so upset when the com broke down. my 100 over pics inside jus disappeared.. esp my emotions. over 100 of dem.. disappear jus like tt. *cries* AND!!! my fotos stored inside the com!!! OMG.. sickening.. the hp ppl coming over on tues. omg. get it repaired quickly!!! kns lah.. all becuz of my dad.. go meddle here, meddle there. omg omg omg.. *sob*


have to re-download maple & gb.. oh ya. i dun play gb anymore.. hahaha.. maple dl sooo long. haiz.. no choice.. becuz of my dad.. shucks..


i'm so scared tt i'm gonna retain. seriously.. i just wanna pass my eng, chi, hist and express maths.. pass pass pass..


i wanted to love you. but do i have the rights to do so?? how can i gain the chance?? i want to love you. i want to miss you. i wanna know everything..


adios!


good day..


imc. (((:

i hate maths.. seriously i do.
i wanna study on my own, i wanna be independent.
dad, pls.. i wanna study maths on my own,
and other subjects..
pls..
i beg you..

CRAZY- SIMPLE PLAN

Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Young girls dying to be on TV
Won't stop till they've reached their dreams

Diet pills, surgery
Photo shop pictures in magazines
Telling them how they should be
It doesn't make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy
Is anybody gonna save me
Can anybody tell me what's going on
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

I guess things aren't how they used to be
There's no more normal families
Parents act like enemies
Making kids feel like it's World War 3

No one cares, no one's there
I guess we're all just too damn busy
And money's our first priority
It doesn't make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy
Is anybody gonna save me
Can anybody tell me what's going on
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

Is everybody going crazy
Is everybody going crazy

Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Rich guys driving big SUV's
When kids are starving in the streets

No one cares
No one likes to share

eng compo, wrote abt my missing handfone.. ya.. letter writing format, got a mistake.. shit..


omg.. at 0000, i was msging him!!! omg. till 0045.. omg. i know when is his birthday!!! lmao.. LOL


chi exam tt time, we had to change place. looked to my right, omg. sam is beside me!!! LOL. den doing doing.. gt a indian teacher came.. she starting talking.


dunno y, i started laughing.. real loud. actually i stopped laughing. heard samantha's breathing.. makes me laughing.. more LOUD! omg. tt indian teacher looks pissed. everyone was laughing.. hahahahaha!!!


i started to like you. not because of your looks. i like you for who you are. seriously i do. i miss you so much. i would die to see you..


adios!


good day..


imc. (((:

tmr is the first paper le..
tmr is my dad's birthday..


shucks.. exams fever. i'm getting butterflies in my stomach. cuz, once i failed eng, have to pass every other sub. shucks..


failed my chi test badly.. gt less den 20 over 30.. most ppl won me. even my sis.. so scared my chi cant make it thru the EOYE.. haiz.. )=


saw him.. durin recess time. din noe clara & my sis chose the table, which was directly infront of dem.. omg. omg.. i'm oso facing dem lor.. changed place wif sam.. lolx. den, heard my name being called. was it an illusion? maybe..


had a maths test.. again.. seriously, i do not even know how to do a prob wif polygon.. shit.. stupid me..


adios!


good day..


imc. (((:

2 more days to the first paper.
2 more days to my dad's birthday. (:


having headaches this few days.. shit. so sickening..


sci lessons, slept thru the whole class, lydiana helped me to do corrections. thnks lydia! =D


lit sucks lit sucks lit sucks lit sucks lit sucks lit sucks.. lit sucks big time. saharah is boring! T.T but i laughed everytime when its time for her lessons..


no music today.. music room being used for examinations.. shucks. really wanted to finish up watching tt violin show.. went to lib. poor divina, tt stupid librarian, say tt the table isnt big enuff for the 7 of us.. nonsense. still can even fit for 2 or 3 more person. spite her. esp 1 table. hate it.. stupid shit's table.. hp stealer.


hate 2/7 boys. seriously i do. noisy like hell.. shit..


i'm begining to wonder, am i just being silly? i'm still waiting.. waiting.. waiting for you.

took this foto from shih han.. this foto is so hilarious! =D

adios!


good day..


imc. (((:

3 more days to the first paper..


the first paper is nearing le.. getting freaked out.


got back maths class test paper. first got 22/30.. den saw 1 mistake.. shout for mr yip.. in the end got 24/30.. yays!! xD


no express maths today.. yays! mr kerk went for re-service.. hahahahaha! wondering if he shaved his head. i would love to see it. (:


after sch went out wif sam, sharon, clara, pf and my sis. sat on the floor.. saw 1 really adorable baby.. all of us waved for her.. i think is a girl.. she kept looking at sam.. sam declares that the baby loves her. T.T .. hahaha.. okay..


after tt.. a man riding a bicycle rode past us.. he kept staring.. esp at sam's skirt there.. OMG.. bian tai!! haha.. den he somemore park his bicycle.. all of us were sooo freaked out that we ran and ran.. i looked back.. he was watching us.. EEEEEEE.. bian tai bian tai!!! LOL


went to the toilet after tt.. i was re-tying my hair.. sooo messy.. okay.


den a girl came out from a cubicle.. and she say, "is there someone in your class name joyce??" i was shocked.. den clara point to me.. and told her i was joyce.. she sae ohh.. i kept looking at her. wondering how she know my name.. den i told her.. "how you know my name is joyce??" she kept smiling and said, "ohh!! nth nth.." seriously.. i dont know her.. how she know my name?? goodness..


i miss him so much.. seeing those places he once stepped. i had flashbacks. i rmbed lots of things.. i miss you..


adios!


good day..


imc. (((:

looking back at those times.
i had a chuckle
once or twice.

i miss those times.. (:

sickening headache.
sickening life.
sickening exams.
grrr..
sickening words.
sickening bitches.
sickening bastards.
sickening love for maple.
shucks.

omg..
the pain in my head is still hurting me..

i think its a brain tumor..
hurts real bad.
like a screwdriver screwing thru you..
omg.
can you imagine the pain i'm suffering?!

shucks..

6 more days to the first paper..


i had a dreadful headache. omg. hurts alot. ):


p.e tt time. cant stop laughing.. even during running. my stomach wanna burst liao. hahahaha.. played soccer. T.T


had a maths test todae.. shucks. first qus wrong le.. during e test, i was whispering , "lydiana! lydiana! last qus B!!! i dunno hw to do!" omg. okay.. managed to do it correctly anyway.. hehehe.


having a sci remedial tmr.. bored.


sickening, hav to spend this whole fucking weekends doing some stupid preparation for tt stressing EOYE.. i wanna study myself father!!! i wan to learn things from myself. i wan to learn to be independent. i can and i will learn to be one.


whats the matter with me?? whats all the foul mood for?!?!


btw..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOELLE!!! =D


i really do miss you loads. but you did not seem to feel the same way. i'm not disappointed or anything.. i miss you..


imc. (((:

i miss him so much.
was i dreaming today??
nah.
bye. ^^

7 more days to the first paper.


seriously. this must be the most happiest day of my life. hehehe, =)


hm econ was great! we had our presentation. oli decided to say while i click. den oli was practically shaking, i was trying not to laugh. omg. den after sae le, i forget to take out the diskette.. OMG paiseh. den lk's grp cooked porridge. omg. porridge for a party?? goodness. after tt we had free time, our grp there was the most noisiest! we sang tt intro song of mr bean. mdm aishah sae tt hungry ghosts can come le.. hahahaha!!!


durin recess, saw ruthra & puvanes, smiled at dem. suddenly ruthra pulled me to tt indian guy, which was a fren of him. den guess wad tt guy said to me?? "hi *his name*" omg.


took back hist papers! guess wad?? i've finally passed history!!! =D yays!


after sch.. omg. saw him.. omg. playin the guitar. omg. went wif clara and my sis to buy sth. den walk walk walk, walk past dem. den he & his frens was there. den someone made a sound *ahem*.. tt sound. den all of dem like laughing.. T.T i guess dey saw me..


after buying, walked past there.. heard someone sae, "oh my god" =D seriously man.. i was smiling & lauging like siao.


after eating. went hm wif jie, pf & sam. saw him crossing e road wif his fren. (:


this is the happiest day of my life! xD


adios


good day..


imc. (((:

i live life on my own.

8 more days to the first paper.


seriously, i do hate firdaus, farhan, zl, tt idiot hu stole my hp, naz, senen, syafiq's screamings, ananda, almost everyone, esp the boys.


jes!!! you shuld nt hav told me.. mood's going down.. srry..


really cant stand 2/7 anymore. tt fucking noise. oh god. pls..


drawn this during my free time. (:



LYDIA LOVES JOYCEY!!! its true k?? =D


after sch went outside to eat wif olivia.. shocked tt soo mani sec 2s actually smoke.. goodness. i'm not gonna pinpoint ppl (:


went to do hm econs project, which was due tmr. our ish name was "pan-fried fish with mango salad" yeah.. =)))


i'm choco-cravin! ^^


i'm not missing him anymore. i'm free of love. (:


adios!


good day..

9 more days to EOYE.
looks like i'm doing a countdown here.. T.T
freaked out.


i cant seem to get my addiction on maple off. shit. help me someone!!! i've got to stop mapling awhile.. temporary. shucks..


i seem to have loads of emotions today.. mixed. moodswing. whatever.. and during recess.. found a stupid hair in my noodles.. fuck.. nv gonna buy frm tt stall again. EVER AGAIN.


hm econs project is due soon. on thurs. oli and me gonna do it tmr. our food's name is, " pan-fried fish with mango salad (thai)" hahahas.. her mum gave e recipe. LOL. (:


my feeling for him seems to fade away.. day by day..


adios!


good day..


watching it all fade away..
adapted from, "Everything burns"

focus
study
tts all i have to do.
shucks.
i've really got to stop mapling.
seriously..

10 more days to the first paper.


mr lim is funny. makes me laugh all the time. (:

heart shape. (:
my name!!! w/o the C & the E =P
and i din forget huiyi! work hard!!! xD

bye peeps!


good day..


imc. (((:

12 more days to the first paper; english.
i'm freaked out.
esp the express maths paper.
work hard 2/7!!! =D


imc. (((:

i love metal slug!
i love mapling!
i love everything!


bye. =)


imc. (((:

its 0016!!! xD


came to post the time. =P


imc. (((:

i'm glued to maple!
yes i certainly am. xD


imc. (((:

first, i wanna thnk my sister, she was e one hu guessed the pw for me, i was gonna blow up soon. thnk sis! first time in a row you guessed the pw correct! (:


and thnks RUTHRA & PUVANES!!! lolx. ytd, i told ruthra to help me ask *ahem* abt hw his class know i like him. i was joking wif her, i din really expect she really go and ask his fren. omg. scared me. ruthra told me was tt indian guy say, i think i dont catch any ball, maybe, i understand a litte, abt e Mac incident. yeah.. =P


mr choo is kinda weird to me i guess.. T.T.. beats me, i dont know the reason.


got back eng c.t paper. i've scored 18/30. sooo many ppl failed. i must be honoured. =D jie dun wanna tell her how much she scored. she failed i guess. =)


maths maths maths.. does mr yip have to shout sooo loud until the whole commonwealth culd hear him?! i onli let him check nia.. 1 or 2 mistakes, shout here shout there, wanna explain to him i'm right, dun even wanna give me tt chance to talk. OMG. he's a nice guy, seriously, i'm gonna scored A1 or A2 for maths!!! i've got to try. (:


mr peter lim makes me luff all the time. esp durin nyaa and cme lessons, nyaa dun hav le, no more chance to see him le. when he said the wrd, "potato", me and pf kept luffing. goodness.


btw, i saw him durin my recess time. he was wearing a jacket i guess.. yeah. shhhh.. the moment i saw him, i felt sooo.. undescribable. =X


i miss him so much. i do. seriously. i dont even know if his class did come here anot..


stinking AC. idiot, make me click and stand at kerning city for more den an hr. i'm talking abt maple. recently jus lvl up. yays!


good day..

your name apears on every page of my diary..

imc. (((:

i miss you so much. =)


imc. (((:

sickening. i do hate history. oh my god. i dont think i've ever passed hist.


din know that jez do rite poems too!! yays! HIGH 5!!! i love writing poems. my notebk is crawling wif dem.


durin eng & hist class, feeling soo bored.. decided to draw and rite sth.. here are some pics of it!!! xD


full view of it!!!
wooo!!! sadako!!! no lah.. LOL (:

i wanna hang myself.. do you?
wahh.. the knife hav blood leh.. LOL.

I LOVE WRITING POEMS! din know y.. T.T

saw him. yeah.. miss him soo much.. =)

you think tt you r a maths genius?! so wad if i done a qus wrong.. cant you ask others?! pls stop putting the blame on me.. shucks. stop putting a act infront of teachers. it sucks.

bye. ^^

good day..

imc. (((:

omg. my mood totally changed from ytd.


feeling sooo hyper. feeling sooo happy ever since i saw him. words cant describe how happy when i saw him coming into the school. seriously i am..


cant believe ms lim can mixed up me and my sis.. goodness. went out to school after school.. LOL xD


omg. the moment i reach near the bball court there.. i saw him!!! goodness. became more happier than ever.. (((:


no guides today.. went to a C.C.. hahahas.. quite interesting i guess..


i miss him sooo much.. i wanna talk to him.. i miss you..


good day..


imc. (((:

i'm suffering from severe depression.

good day..

imc. (((:

chi period was dreadful. noises was flying everywhere.. poor shishu and huihui.. noisy class.. *rolls eyes*


feeling the monday blues again.. i'm feeling down, i'm feeling miserable, i'm feeling depressed..


having a terrible headache when doin maths today.. shit. hurts alot.


din wanna go for express maths. felt too down.. stupid sickening headache.. fuck.


i dun wanna live my life anymore! i wanna end it.. sooner or later..


good day ppl..


imc. (((:

omg. i'm soo damn happie!! xD


he chat wif him!!! omg. tt means he's nt angry wif me , and another thing, he nv del me in msn!!! =D


i can smile forever. (:


imc. (((:

early morning went back to sch for guides. *yawning* i'm soo tired!!! omg.


march march march. ade and grace kept makin fun of him.. hmpf!!!


after tt went for gadget making or tie some stupid knots. =X.. shping and anyu go and tie my fringe. HAHAHAHAHAHAS!!! omg. made me luff e whole time. goodness.. den ltr go sing some songs.. T.T


jus nw went to my grandma's. went to see my uncle's 7 mths baby. seriously, her cheeks was jus soooo cute!!! sooo adorable!!! my aunt let me carry, i smiled at her, she luffed back. goodness. SIMPLE JUS PLAIN ADORABLE!!! hahas. btw, her name is zi yuan. cute ain she?? like a bundle of joy from heaven.. LOL!


i've been thinking. thinking, thinking.. how does his class even know i like him?? OMG. LMAO.. i wanna know.. =P


i hate maths. seriously i do. nth you do can change my mind. (:


sugar we're going DOWN.


good day ppl..


imc. (((:

sugar we're going DOWN.

(:


imc. (((:

SICKENING. i really do detest everything or anything that has to do with maths. seriously i do. HATE. shit.. (:


SOME FOTOS OF MY FAVE BAND & SINGER!!! XD


GOOD CHARLOTTE!!! xD MY FAVOURITE ROCK BAND! ROCK ON! =)

MY FAVOURITE SINGER!!! KELLY CLARKSON!!! FIRST AMERCIAN IDOL!!! SOO CHIO RITE?? =D

i have been like doing maths for the past err.. 3 days.. statistics, mensuration, and everyday maths. shucks.. my head is gonna blow up sooner or ltr.. omg. shit..

have a good day ppl..

imc. (((:

OMG. mr peter lim called me!!! omg..
gave me a huge fright!!!
shucks. i tot e nyaa thing mus be at least 6 hrs.
but its 8 hrs.
omg.
if like tt i cant get my award.
):
hahahahahas. ^^

good day ppl..

imc. (((:

seriously.. ytd was damn fun sia.. ok.. ytd had a competiton.. yeah.. guides de. den early morning woke up, when to meet ade & ailing. took e bus to nanyang. met up wif shiping and zubaidah. LOL. den we gt e clementi district. seriously.. their sch rox!!!


first, went to err.. err.. kent ridge. den reached there le, played a game tt mus use chopsticks and pick up marbles in a flour. lolx. having sooo much fun. second, went to err.. haw pa villa.. sth like tt. den we played seray.. duno he to spell lahs. den she like made a kungfu action.. we mus guess it. it frm a movie. den shiping sae.. "MATRIX RELOADED!!!" lolx. third went to a place.. i forgot. den guess e birds name. den last one went to bukit timah hill. tied our hands together.. mus untie it. den ltr went back to nanyang.


den ltr dey annouce e winners le. for e clementi district, we won second place!!! YAYS! lolx. den ltr mrs loh sae she wanna treat us a pizza treat!!! lolx. nice. went back to west mall there. ate and ate wif shiping, ade, ailing and mrs loh. hahas. oh yahs btw..


HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY BRYAN MY LIL BRO!!! <33you!!!


seriously.. sis, am i great or wad?? i've guess e pw!!!!! omg. yeah. (:


i'm gonna add more ppl to my personal list. =D


shiping; LOL. paiseh.. forgot to add ur name. hehehe.. we talked together secretly, played together. i knew you thru guides. we had those good times together. i enjoyed the fun memorys you gave me. (:

ailing; hahahahahas!!! you loved to luff!

ade; OMG. my mdm!!! MDM! MARIA HERE TO SERVE YOU! =D


imc. (((:

omg!!! its YIP HAN!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! our class mentor!!! xD

omg. me and puifun not lookin at e cam!!! stupid cameraman!!! gong dai. grace, me, pf, sharon, sam (:
hahahahahaha. cut out frm e formal foto. =D my eyes like.. -_-" like a long and straight line like tt. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. see my teeth?!?! *grinz*

i'm gonna do a reflection of the people i know. if the things i've mention, it fits you perfectly, sorry. truely i am. but you you were the one who stole my handfone, i'm nv gonna talk to you even if you were the last man standing on earth.


him`imc; i miss you so much. despite the facts that you were angry wif me b4. i hope ur anger is gone by now. i miss you dearly.. things are so complicated btw me and your class. everything happened so fast, the first thing i like you, the second thing, your whole class started spreading news that i like you. seriously.. i din know how your class knew that i like you. all the best for ur O lvls. may fate led us to seeing each other again.

his class; seriously.. i dun even noe hw come you ppl came to the point that u knew i like him. seriously. tell me.. anyone..

puifun; you have been a great fren to me. we have been best frens for 1 yr, 10 mths, 5 days. we hav nv quarelled b4. yeah.. we walked to sch together every morning. you sit beside me durin chi class. you made me laugh all the time. we shared secrets together. we did not leak out any of dem b4. i love being ur fren!

my closest and my blood twin, grace; yeah.. we fight, we quarrelled. yeah.. but we shared secrets too! i had to wake you up every morning u lazy pig! yeah.. and if you hav any maths qus, dun copy frm me, pls.. ask me.. (: hehehehe. dun owaes fight wif me to use the computer!!!

sharon; sharon sweetie, pls dun overwork urself and giving urself too much pressure and stress yeah?? you sure gonna top the class this end-tr exams de.

sam; yeah.. dun owaes make me luff lah!!! my stomach is gonna burst any moment. =S

yilian; i still rmbred tt time we went to ur hse.. seriously.. took soo mani fotos! hahas. owaes make me luff de.

linda baobei; yeah.. you sat beside me durin xpress maths. yeah.. you taught me lotsa things! thankies!!! i wanna have ur brains! =P

divina; thanks for owaes telling me info abt him.. hahahahas! i'm jealous of you! u are in e same cca as him!!! =X

tt stupid fucking bastard hu stole my fone; ytd, i went to e place which i first bought my birthday present. i went back to class after assembly, i was panicking, as i could nt find my fone. i cried and suddenly, i could nt feel my hands, my fingers, and my legs anymore. i fell down to the ground. i called my sis to call my fone, found out tt tt bastard turned off my fone. cb. i cursed whosoever hu stole it. i miss me fone soo much, i wonder who is the owner now. i'm nv gonna forgive you.. for the depression you hav caused me. fucker, kbkb.

LA; sometimes i wonder wad you told me was true. i wonder.. or issit you wanted my attention??

MA; pls.. i truely do hate you.. it was you that made me hold grudges against you.. you are really getting on my nerves.. i'm nv gonna believe ou nor ever forgive you.. no! nv ever.. after tt sec 1 thing.. and esp. tt mac thinggy.. *rolls eyes* fuck. made me real mad. i'm nv gonna smile at you again. dun owaes flirt wif guys, if you wanna flirt, can! jus stop doin it infront of my fucking face. dun little little things den complain complain.. ppl are trying hard to knock some sense into you. pls stop being so stubborn. dun act chio. bcac. shit. dun despite ppl and hang out wif dem jus bcuz you wanted attention.. you sickening attention graber. fuck.. i noe tt dey and i are those ugly ugly and fat fat type.. pls. dun make use of us. be wif her for all i care.. i dun care. sickening sucker.


if i nv mention ur name, i apologise for my stupidity. LA and MA, it nt their name, i jus nicknamed dem.. tts all. i wun sae out their name. i hate u ppl.. pls.. dun make my life miserable.. i'm already depressed enuff..

i cry everytime i think of you.
things are so complicated btw me and your class.
i just cant say it out
its so complicated.
i dont know why i'll see you everyday,
every hour,
every min,
every second.
i just miss you so..
so..
so..
much.
no words can express how deeply i love you.
after this year,
i'll never see you again.
may fate led me to seeing you again.
i miss you so much..


imc.

look!!

its 12:15am!!!

(:

2/7 PPL!!! IF YOU PPL WAN THE CLASS FOTO, CLICK ON THE FOTO BELOW, FULL VIEW, AND SAVE IT YA?? THNKS! =D

AND THE FORMAL ONE~!!!


hahahas.. thnks me! i took all the trouble to scan it. (:


express maths sux. i din listen in class, i kept singing frm my lyrics bk. seriously.. i realli do pity the sci teacher.. she took all the trouble to help our class, but our class simply cant seem to listen. omg. ke lian ni le.


p.e tt time, asked mr choo wads my name.. guess wads his ans?? "not grace" T.T LAME!!! siao..


maths was terrible.. i had a throbbing headache. mr yip gave us some maths paper to do.. i was doing it. suddenly, tis stupid headache occured. omg. pain sia.. shit.


seriously.. i'm beginning to hate CME lessons.. mr peter lim's lessons. makes me slp all e time. goodness.. gotta stop this nonsense soon..


yip han gave us back our progress report. failed to sub, CHI & HIST.. omg!!! i got to buck up on my chi, i think i lack of practice. MUM!!! GIVE ME CHI TO DO!!! omg. oh yahs!!! fucking thing tt made me almost cry.. my MATHS.

i've scored band 3. fucking. gonna buck up soon. shit.

had nyaa.. it was raining, so did some exercises.. which was pretty stupid. i was e only on luffing out real loud.. omg. hahas. (:

saw him, wif his npcc =X hahas.

stayed back for map lessons, having a competition at nanyang on nxt tues. yeah.. full guides uni somemore. omg. mrs loh gave us each a perfume. hahas. i sprayed it on shiping, she screamed. wahahahas!!!

think i've wrote a real long post todae.. (:

imc. (((:

I DREW THIS! =X hahas.


seriously.. i've gt nth to do today.. T.T the paper looks crumpled.


btw, i dun wanna stay back after nyaa tmr to learn some stupid map!!! i dun wan mrs loh!!! dun choose me!!! =S


imc. (((:

Ben Moody feat Anastacia

"Everything Burns"

She sits in her corner
Singing herself to sleep
Wrapped in all of the promises
That no one seems to keep
She no longer cries to herself
No tears left to wash away
Just diaries of empty pages
Feelings gone astray
But she will sing


Til everything burns while everyone screams
Burning their lifes
Burning my dreams
All of this hate and all of this pain
Burning all down as my anger reigns
Til everything burns


Walking trough life unnoticed
Knowing that no one cares
Too consumed in their mascarade
No one sees her there
And still she sings


Til everything burns while everyone screams
Burning their lifes
Burning my dreams
All of this hate and all of this pain
Burning all down as my anger reigns
Till everything burns


Everything burns (everything burns)
Everything burns
Watching it all fade away
Everything burns
Everyone screams
Everyone screams
Watching it all fade away


Til everything burns while everyone screams
Burning their lifes
Burning my dreams
All of this hate and all of this pain
Burning all down as my anger reigns
Till everything burns


Everything burns
Watching it all fade away
(Everything burns)
Watching it all fade away

yeap~ changed blogskin le. hahas.


seriously.. i lurve my blog song!!! listen listen..

ben moody feat anastacia - everything burns.


nice rite?? mus wait for it to load lahs. hahas.


i mus! i realli mus!! i mus lvl up!!! goodness. i'm still a noob. =X


exams are ard the corner le.. sooo afraid tt i culd nt get into option A. seriously.. haiz.. i'm soo stressed up like sharon. sharon, take it easy ya?? =)


imc. (((: